9-06-12 - One of our spies relays the following that Edward Brown said 
      about the old Crooked Cucumber: 
      
        Ed told about Suzuki Roshi on zazen (I have heard this one twice): 
        Someone asked, "Why don't you give us better directions on what to do in 
        zazen?" Suzuki: "Because if I told you that, you might try to do it." 
      
      Again from our spy in the Ed Brown camp:
      
        Ed says that Suzuki Roshi was big on being vague and 
        encouraging each person to find out for themselves what might work for 
        them. Experimentation-- even groping.
        Ed abbreviates that now, and it has become his favorite line for his 
        own teaching on how to practice: "See what you can find out."
      
      Our third installment from our spy in the Edward Brown camp:
      
      Ed says Suzuki Roshi also said that Suzuki was fond of reminding that: 
      "You are the boss."
      
      Thanks Danny. - DC
      
      
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